Well the fucking bitch is back and on a bipolar rant. Being Bipolar is wonderful. I feel like Jekyll and Hyde… though my dark side is much more delectable… Sometimes I just need to communicate with the BITCH within. She says hello and fuck you to all of you out there in cyber space.

 really should have updated by now... but I’ve been too goddamn lazy.. That's my excuse. I've been too fucking lazy. At least it’s the truth. I could say my life has been oh so eventful and I simply haven’t had time, but then I’d be a gung-ho liar like the majority of the population. Fuck you all of you Marsha Brady's of the world!

I've had no luck finding a freaking job. I've put in many applications. I'm hoping to hear something soon from someone. I'm really ready to get to work. The anxiety of just sitting here and doing nothing is really starting to work at me.

I did end up meeting Chazz. The meeting went wonderful to be quite honest. It went much better than expected. We are looking forward to our next meeting. He also would like to move me to Atlanta at some point, which I am open to the prospect of.

I did have my fines paid off luckily. My friend Brian paid in full for everything. actually he sent more than enough. Now the problem.. The court says I still owe 38 dollars and is threatening to default me on my account but at the same time it says I am over paid 72 dollars. I have to deal with this in the morning. Im not happy about it.

I want to do a lot of updates to my site, but my fucking computer broke down. I'm so pissed about that. I don’t have my picture editing software or anything... I guess I’ll just have to manage with what vie got. *sigh* I'm gonna log off here and get in bed. I normally would apologize for having such a huge gap in my diary, but I'm in a bad mood so everyone can piss off.

Good Night

The Feisty Leo